Still Guilty
Still Guilty
Pat Simmons
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Table of Contents
Title Page
PRAISE FOR PAT SIMMONS
Acknowledgments
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHAPTER 17
CHAPTER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 22
CHAPTER 23
CHAPTER 24
CHAPTER 25
CHAPTER 26
CHAPTER 27
CHAPTER 28
CHAPTER 29
CHAPTER 30
CHAPTER 31
CHAPTER 32
CHAPTER 33
CHAPTER 34
CHAPTER 35
CHAPTER 36
CHAPTER 37
CHAPTER 38
CHAPTER 39
CHAPTER 40
EPILOGUE
About the Author . . .
BOOKCLUB DISCUSSION . . .
Excerpt from Crowning Glory
Copyright Page
PRAISE FOR PAT SIMMONS
About Book II: Not Guilty of Love . . .
This follow-up to Guilty of Love will speak to anyone whose friends and loved ones do not understand their faith. The characters are well drawn, and Simmons has a real ear for dialogue. A great read!
Dee Y. Stewart
RT BOOK Reviews
Simmons has written her best work with this sequel to Guilty of Love. The richness of the characters and foundation of the word not only brings the story to life, but will encourage you while renewing your faith in God. This is a Christian fiction work of art.
Deltareviewer
Reviewing for Real Page Turners
The author provides great lessons for someone going through any aspect of their life in terms of health, relationships, bearing children, and family values. She truly deserves an encore for this story as she distinctively uses faith as her theme for the book. I look forward to the continuation she has in store!
EKG Literary Magazine
About Book I: Guilty of Love . . .
The author really outdid herself with this novel . . . as her first novel you can be sure that her gift is of God. I would have expected this work to have come from a more experienced author. A sequel is a MUST!
Idrissa Uqdah, AALBC.com Review Team
Pat Simmons has written a solid and satisfying story that will keep you glued until the last page. The characters are colorful and seem familiar. It describes friendship across racial lines, brotherly love, family issues, and religion in a non-preachy format. Pat Simmons is a fine writer. I look forward to reading more of her work.
Reviewed by R. M. Jackson for The RAWSISTAZ Reviewers
About Talk to Me . . .
It shows you how God can guide you to a better place in your life, no matter your situation. When Noel told Lana a scripture, he said “Our own righteousness is like filth unto God.” Wow! I always believed in my own righteousness, but that verse really humbled me. I enjoyed this book . . . it is well worth it!!!
Jacqueline Janse, reader from Philipsburg, Sint Maarten
You will not want to put it down. When you turn your life over to God, nothing is impossible and that shows true with the story of Noel. Pat Simmons did an exceptional job with balancing romance and scripture. It shows how you can overcome any roadblock as long as you have God on your side.
Reviewed by Jackie for Urban-Reviews
Acknowledgments
Since God is awesome, I give Him all the praise. He opened the windows of heaven and poured out abundant blessings and my cup runneth over. Hallelujah! It’s in Malachi 3:10.
Writing Still Guilty was a challenge. I had folks going to jail, characters having babies, and all kinds of comedy and drama. The end result wouldn’t have been possible without the assistance from the following:
Terri and Mark Schuler for allowing me into their family.
The Honorable Judge Michael T. Jamison: thank you for accepting my calls, answering my questions, and not putting me out of your courtroom.
The Honorable Judge Michael Burton: thank you for reading all my emails and taking the time to clarify scenarios. I appreciate you!
The Honorable Judge Sandra Hemphill.
St. Charles County Prosecutor John Devouton: thank you for breaking down procedures and responding to my emails.
For the readers who will enjoy this book, I thank my dedicated, professional, and sweet-spirited editors: Urban Christian Executive Editor Joylynn Jossel for the extensions, and freelance editor extraordinaire, Chandra Sparks-Taylor.
Judy Mikalonis for negotiating Still Guilty’s contract.
The “village people” for your prayers and encouragement.
My family on my genealogy tree: Coles, Wades, Carters, Wilkersons (Wilkinsons), Simmonses, Sturdivants, Browns, Carters, Jamiesons, Palmers, and so many others. My mom, Johnnie Cole, and siblings, Kim Eastern and Rossi Cole III.
A shout out to readers who have picked up a book in the Guilty series and sent an e-mail to let me know how much they enjoyed it.
***To my very best friend, husband, chauffeur, and “travel agent,” Kerry Simmons***
Pastor James Johnson for all the in-depth Bible classes and Sunday sermons. First Lady Juana Johnson, who knows how to boost a person’s confidence.
To all others I have failed to mention, THANK YOU!
CHAPTER 1
How did my life become so complicated? Parke Kokumuo Jamieson VI wondered. He was the firstborn son in the tenth generation of descendants of Paki Kokumuo Jaja, the chief prince of the Diomande tribe of Côte d’Ivoire, Africa. Parke was destined to procreate the eleventh generation.
It was an honorable task that Parke had relished fulfilling, until he met Cheney Reynolds. He had tossed caution, common sense, and responsibility to hurricane-strength winds. Cheney was his destiny, and Parke was determined to have her even after being advised that she was sterile. Addicted to her strength, determination, and beauty, Parke proposed anyway—more than once.
Six feet without heels, Cheney’s height complemented his six-foot-five frame. Her long lashes and shapely brows were showstoppers, but it was Cheney’s delicate feet that were his weakness—after her hips, of course. Her feet were always manicured and soft, and they seemed to nurture a slight bounce to her catwalk.
Cheney’s skin held a touch of lemon coloring, and her lips were a temptation for kisses. Within a year of their marriage, God performed a miracle against medical odds. Cheney became pregnant twice. Both times, they lost: the first through a miscarriage, the second—a precious son—delivered stillborn.
Late one night, while studying his Bible, Parke petitioned God for a sign as to whether a son would ever come through his seed. He stumbled across Genesis 16—the story of Abram; his wife, Sarai; and Sarai’s handmaiden, Hagar. Parke read the passage three times. “What are you telling me, God?”
With his sharp intellect, Parke interpreted that Cheney portrayed Sarai. Although Parke had just turned thirty-six, he prayed his reproduction bank wasn’t as dormant as Abram’s, in order for God to perform a miracle. He wasn’t asking for anything major like the parting of the Red Sea; just something on a smaller scale. Maybe there was hope.
Closing his Bible, he sli
d to his knees and prayed, then climbed into the bed and wrapped his arms around his wife. As he reached to turn off the lamp, he wondered, for argument’s sake, if he was Abram and Cheney was Sarai, then who was cast as Hagar?
An answer from God came the next day when his private investigator called. “I hope you’re sitting down.”
Sipping his cup of coffee, Parke stood, leaning against the kitchen counter, when he was eating breakfast on the run. As a senior financial analyst, he was mentally contemplating his workload for the day. Clients were clambering for his attention to review their personal portfolios and make recommendations concerning safe investments. Parke didn’t answer him right away. “Nope. What’s up?”
“If I’m lying, I’m dying, and God knows I’m not ready. What are the odds that I’ve found your son?” Ellington “The Duke” Brown stated then paused. “I think.”
The hunt had actually started two years earlier. Parke had initiated a search after a social worker who was screening him and Cheney for the foster care program questioned the name similarity to Park Jamie, a toddler somewhere in the system. The woman had risked disciplinary action or termination for breaching client confidentiality. “I feel God wants me to say something to you,” she had explained.
Parke contacted his longtime friend and Lincoln University Kappa Alpha Psi frat brother, Ellington, the CEO of Brown Investigations. The last time they had spoken, Ellington had basically told Parke the rumor was unfounded.
Now, seven hundred and four days later, Parke froze—his hand, mouth, and breathing—as his heart collided against his chest. Once he was able to thaw, he spewed coffee across the counter like a wayward water sprinkler. Dumping his cup in the sink, Parke used all his strength to gulp pockets of air. Somewhat composed, he sniffed as his vision blurred.
He stretched his hands in praise, forgetting about the cordless phone in the mishap. It tumbled to the floor. “Yes! Thank you, Jesus. Praise God—”
“Wait, Parke. Parke!” Ellington screamed repeatedly until Parke picked up the phone.
“Whew. Sorry about that. That’s good news, Ellington.” Parke grinned. He couldn’t help it. “Thank God for Hagar, whoever she is,” he whispered.
“Ah, there’s a slight twist I should tell you. If he is your son, you’re no longer his father.” Ellington cleared his throat. “Your parental rights have been terminated. He’s been adopted.”
“What?” Parke shouted. As the words sank in, visions of his life seemed to appear in slow motion, before some internal fury raced to the surface. He glanced around the room, searching for any moveable object that Cheney wouldn’t miss if he threw it “When? Why? Who?”
Ellington told Parke what he had learned, and Parke didn’t like the answers as he began to clean up his mess.
Fast forward almost three weeks later, and Parke wasn’t any closer to getting his son. “I’m tired of waiting. If I need to prick my finger, rub a swab in my mouth, pee in a cup, or pull out a hair sample, bring on the DNA test,” Parke barked, anchoring his cell phone on his shoulder and thumb-steering his new Escalade Hybrid as he swerved around a pothole.
The vehicle’s brakes suffered the abuse of Parke’s frustration. He squinted at the clock on the dashboard and increased his speed to pick up his daughter. Racing through traffic on Chambers Road, Parke calculated the minutes to his destination—Mrs. Beatrice Tilley Beacon’s house on Benton Street in Ferguson, Missouri, a suburb of St. Louis. She was his wife’s former neighbor, a surrogate grandmother who answered to Grandma BB only if she liked the person, a reliable babysitter, and the only alleged suspect in the shooting of Cheney’s father.
A traffic light snagged him. He huffed, venting, “Ellington, I’m capable of doing two things at one time, but arguing while driving isn’t a preferable combination. A cop is right behind me, and I’m not up to hearing the wrath of my little diva if she’s late for her martial arts lesson. That girl has a mean left kick.”
“I’m not scared of your four-year-old. As a matter of fact, Kami loves me. Anyway, you’re not paying me. The last time I checked, I quit after you fired me the second time.”
That was true. Parke hadn’t really meant to briefly lose control or sidestep the Holy Ghost. When it came to anything remotely Jamieson-related, his emotions often overrode his sensibility. “I was hoping you had forgotten about that—or at least, hadn’t taken me seriously. You didn’t, did you? I’ll double my last offer.”
“You can quadruple it, buddy, but four times zero is still nothing, so stop harassing me,” Ellington retorted. “You asked me to check out a rumor that you had a son in the foster care system. Do you know how long that took?”
Too long, in Parke’s opinion, but he didn’t voice it. He shrugged. It was a good thing Ellington couldn’t see his nonchalant behavior.
“I located a Park Jamie. His mother was a petite Latina who died in a car crash—”
“I don’t need a summary of your report. I remember Rachel Lopez. God help me if I could forget that woman’s legs—yeah.” Parke shook himself and refocused. “I want Parke Kokumuo Jamieson VII.” He scowled. “As his birth father, I have a right not only to see my son, but to take immediate custody.”
“Parke, the child was adopted two months ago . . . and his name was changed. Even if the judge grants a paternity test, you’ll have to prove you didn’t voluntarily give up your rights as a parent,” Ellington tried to console. “You can’t bake a cake and have a clean pan, too.”
“What? You know that didn’t make any sense, right?” Parke frowned, irritated.
“It didn’t, did it?” There was silence. “My point is you’re an adoptive parent. You know the process. What if Kami’s parents had challenged her adoption?”
That wasn’t the same. Kami’s natural family was so dysfunctional they probably didn’t notice her missing when she was placed into the system. With a blink of an eye, the teenage mother and father had signed the papers, dissolving their parental rights.
“Listen, man, I’m just your friend/amateur shrink /professional investigator. You’re at the end of the road with me. Call your attorney.”
“I did. Can you believe he removed himself from the case then hung up on me?” Parke snarled.
“Yup. I’m not surprised. What did you do or say?” When Parke told him, Ellington exploded with untamed laughter. “That makes how many attorneys—two? I’m telling you, you should’ve called Twinkie, my cousin, the first time. Don’t let the name fool you. She’s more than a sweet little snack. The girl squashes her competition. If there’s a loophole in the law, she’ll widen the gap. Until then, wait on the Lord, as you always tell me. Quote a scripture or something and you’ll be all right.”
Parke grunted then disconnected without saying good-bye. He was tired of waiting.
CHAPTER 2
Dr. Rainey Reynolds didn’t understand his twin sister, Cheney Reynolds Jamieson. She was sleeping with the enemy—not in bed, but she was guilty by association. He was seconds away from demanding to know where her family allegiance lay as they engaged in a fierce stare-down duel.
They were outside their parents’ palatial home, which was tucked behind a tree-lined block on Westmoreland Avenue in the Central West End, an affluent area within St. Louis city. The fifteen-room, three-story stone-and-brick mansion was daunting. Once a person entered, the feeling of being swallowed up wasn’t an exaggeration.
Rainey hovered four inches over Cheney, but that didn’t intimidate her. Not much of anything did. Naturally beautiful, people wouldn’t believe she was as tough and stubborn as she was.
“Remember the family pact?” He blinked, losing the battle.
Frowning, Cheney squinted. “Nope.” She jutted her chin higher and folded her arms, indicating she had time for an explanation.
“The unspoken rule,” he stated, hissing. “If somebody talks about your mama, it’s fighting words, or if someone jumps your sister or brother, we all fight.”
“We’re thirty-three yea
rs old. I’ve long ago put away childish things.” Cheney turned to terminate their conversation. As she began to step down the brick-covered circular steps, he reached out and stopped her, causing Cheney to teeter on the edge.
Glancing over his shoulder, Rainey double-checked their privacy. He wanted to make sure their bickering hadn’t summoned their parents’ housekeeper, Miss Mattie, to investigate the disturbance.
“It’s the same concept, twin. We should stick together in this crisis.” He interlocked his hands. “Traitor,” he bit out with venom then added a few profane words, which forced Cheney to blink. Tilting his head, Rainey gave her a look that was meant for a burglar to think twice about breaking and entering. “You don’t get it, do you? If my so-called friend hurt one of my family members, it would be over, and my cut would be clean.”
Cheney sighed and offered a strained smile. “Ever heard of forgiveness?”
“No.” Rainey wanted to shake his sister until her dead brain cells came alive or fell out. She saw nothing wrong with befriending a woman who wanted their father dead.
He didn’t care that Cheney had moved next door to Mrs. Beacon, who fabricated a lie that their upstanding father was a hit and run driver who mowed down her husband. Who knew that Mrs. Beacon would take it a step further and try to harm their father? Now, their father had to go on trial for an alleged hit and run fatal accident, which was ridiculous. It was mind boggling that Cheney still maintained a friendship with the lady.
“Not when it comes to my enemies, Cheney. I happen to be selective about extending amnesty.” Rainey tried to control his temper and non-existent high blood pressure, a condition that would surely surface once the trial portraying his father as a murderer was over.